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Story Of My Life

by Blue Bear

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1.
My Anger 03:51
My Anger I Know I'm losing The control of my whole life And I don't need you and your advice Please leave me alone And get out of my place You're not welcome you and your disgrace Oh, this is my anger The home with no answer Where the only dweller is a crow Oh, there's no need to wince Because here I'm the prince Of a realm that will never fall You won't forget me Because we'll share nightmares Your mind will fall into disrepair Next time you see me Remember what you did Remember what you did to your kid Oh, this is my anger The home with no answer Where the only dweller is a crow Oh, there's no need to wince Because here I'm the prince Of a realm that will never fall Ooooh Never fall Ooooh (x4) I know you're with me I know you'll hate me Oh, this is my anger The home with no answer Where the only dweller is a crow Oh, there's no need to wince Because here I'm the prince Of a realm that will never fall Ooooh Never fall Ooooh
2.
Is Love the Answer I'm not able to love The same way that you love me Because I don't remember how to do so You should know that I lost My heart into the mountain The day that I climbed it to fall from it Now I can't even cry Because my tears are all dry And I don't think it will come back again I just want you to answer My only question This only question Is love the only answer to everything I know I make mistakes But this is not on purpose I'm just not good with my relationships It's because I have grown up At least it is what I think It was easier when I was a kid I was discovering things My eyes wide open to them Looking for some new places to explore Now I still need the answer To my question This fucking question
3.
Story of my Life It's the story of my life I wanted to tell you A story I won't hide I won't hide from you It's true sometimes I smile But it's only a mask And every time I try My head goes out with a blast Oh I know That I complain But I'm sure That it is pain That I feel Everyday I will heal someday I hope
4.
I'm Not so Confident I want to find a way to live Free as the wind I want to find my way to be To see, to feel I can't believe I'll die one day I don't want you to cry for me If I close my eyes and fall down Will you be there to catch me? My family, for me, is gone I need someone to trust in I am not so confident I'm not the strongest man on Earth I wish I was That's why I'm looking for some Strength To be someone Mother, sorry for what I am I promise I won't misbehave again If I close my eyes and fall down Will you be there to catch me? My family, for me, is gone I need someone to trust in If I close my eyes and fall down Will you be there to catch me? My family, for me, is gone I need someone to trust in I am not so confident I want to find a way to live And to die well
5.
I'm begging you Am I meant to be alone And come back to where I'm better I just need to be home To come back and become stronger Look right inside my eyes Tell me what you see Am I losing my mind Do you see anything wrong Is there something good in me No I won't be strong Someday you will find yourself It's something that I heard them say But that's just a waste of breath I will never find myself What could ever change It's not the dawn of a new day I am sick and tired Of fighting off for nothing I want to retire You know I understand You try to give me a hand But please just let me go Just let me go Please just leave me alone Just let me go I just need to be home I'm begging you
6.
I Miss You 04:03
I Miss You There's something I wanted to tell you But I never could You passed away before I knew These walls were your last view Last view, last view, and I cannot just forget you You considered me as your brother But I gave up on you You needed help to be tougher But your weakness wasn't you Wasn't you, wasn't you, it was your friends and myself too Now the only thing that I can do Is to remember you I cry my heart out 'cause I'm just a fool And because I miss you I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
7.
Adriana 05:29
Adriana Adriana Why don't you come back Why did you leave everything Adriana Why don't you use your weapon To fight for anything Don't make a mistake Don't leave them alone Just don't break up Don't make them all cry They love you to the bone Don't say goodbye No goodbyes Adriana now you believe That the sun is not burning for you Adriana now that you live What has changed Turn back and tell them what to do Adriana It's not the end of the world It can be fixed forever Adriana If you want them to say no word So don't say that it's over You can't go away And saying that you're done Anyway, anyway Everything is empty Now that you're gone Are you ready, no apologies Adriana finally came back And has grown up to be someone new Adriana finally came back for you
8.
Your New World Won't be Mine Hello, Can you see me from the Earth? Can you hear me? It's the birth Of a new time, a new world Where life is not just a word. And I now, I know That I won't take part of this game, But I'll show my sorrow For you to keep alive the flame. The stars Look like snow that endlessly falls Or like christmas lights in a mall. And the mood is the same today 'Cause life's starting a new way. A new way A new way A new way And I now, I know That I won't take part of this game, But I'll show my sorrow For you to keep alive the flame. And I now, I know That I won't take part of this game, But I'll show my sorrow For you to keep alive the flame. And tonight, in the sky, You might see me floating in the air. Now you'll all live your lives And forget me and my despair.
9.
Dreams I remember dreaming Of my own future I thought I'd be shining Sooner or later This was only a dream I'm trying to shape But today we need to scream Before it's too late But I know my dreams are Possible with you It will be difficult but Possible with you I won't give up because it's Possible with you And only you I can't do it alone That's why I need you To escape from the unknown And cary on with you
10.
Sick 04:25
Sick I have traced on the walls Some lines to recall The days that are left. I have so many scars, Have battled many wars That now I need to rest. I have waited so long, It’s like I don’t belong To your life anymore. Oh I don’t remember How looks like December Have I seen snow before. What can I do? What can I say To be free? I got nothing to lose But everything to gain, I can’t explain. I have to take my pills If I don’t want to kneel Before all my pain. I can’t think anything, I can’t think of anything, It hurts inside my brain. Now I can only hope That one day I will cope And I will see the end. I am sick of this noise, I want to have the choice To finally see my friends. What can I do? What can I say To be free? I got nothing to lose But everything to gain, I can’t explain. What can I do? What can I say To be free? I got nothing to lose But everything to gain, I can’t explain.
11.
Afterlife 03:54
Afterlife I don't feel sad anymore Something happened to me I don't need anything more For the first time of my life My soul seems so appeased This is the end of my strife I won't grow old any longer My face will stay the same forever Wherever I go I wanna hear your laughter Then I will wait for you forever This is my very last song I fill up the last page Writing down there's nothing wrong I will keep you in my heart And keep you in my head And I know this will be strong And I won't be a father Oh I won't be a lover But I'll still be a dreamer And I will see you later
12.
The Secret 04:09
The secret I couldn't sleep today 'Cause there is something stuck in my mind Something that I should say And something that I cannot leave behind Oh I wrote this song to you And this situation for me is kind of new I hope it won't bother you All I want to say is I'm opening my heart Don't laugh at me it's taugh enough you know Oh I feel something sharp Like I've been stabbed with a knife I bleed alone Oh I don't know what I don't know what to do I won't keep the secret I'll say what keeps me away from my sleep I hope I won't regret it And that I will keep my feet like concrete
13.
I Don't Want Them to Come I miss my brothers and my sister. I'm so far away from them that it's hard to remember. To remember the colour of their eyes, To remember the very last sound of their cries. And now I wonder How it feels to be with them again. If only the doctors Would release me to smother my pain. I haven't seen my mother for months. I guess it's because I am the worst of her sons. I've always asked them why they never came. I got no answers but I suppose that they're ashamed. And now I wonder How it feels to be with them again. If only the doctors Would release me to smother my pain. But I don't want them to come. And I don't want them to go. But I don't want them to come. And I don't want them to go. But I don't want them to come. And I don't want them to go. But I don't want them to come. And I don't want them to go. No, I don't want them to come...

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Debut album of Blue Bear

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released February 25, 2017

Written and performed by Benjamin Boulin
Violin and cello by Lina
Recorded by Julien Bouvier
Artwork by Dominic Salmic

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Blue Bear Tours, France

After learning bass guitar and after singing in his first band created in High School (The Lost Children), Benjamin Boulin, a.k.a. Blue Bear, decided to create an acoustic side project (The Classical Dreams) with a friend (Richard Saunders : It Started at the Gym). Unfortunately, Richard has to live his life in England. Then, Benjamin decided to continue on his own under a new name : Blue Bear. ... more

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